the INFINITE STAR. ;)

My emotions went merry-go-round this week. Here’s the bullets of my week.

• Batman called. Said he can’t go home yet. His extension request was approved. Asked what really happened between me and the ‘other woman’. Told him I reached my boiling point when she did those things. Made him chose between me and her. Well, as he said, she was just a fling. Nothing more, nothing less. Yes, he chose me. But, it seems that it doesn’t matter to me anymore. :|
• The day after, a guy texted and called me. Telling me to tell (redundant?) Batman not to messed around with her girl. Another girl? Well, it’s not a surprise anymore. Here’s his exact text: “Kaw pagsabhan mu bf mong c randolf na wag mgttext s gf q, kung ayaw nya masira buhay nya.” Wanna know my reply? I said “Go ahead. Wala naman mawawala skin if ggwin mo yan.” I think I put him off guard with that thus he ask me if I want revenge. I did not respond anymore. The hell with them.
• Prepared requirements for a possible employment in the government. Busy-busyhan ang drama.
• Mom gave me some mooolah for my upcoming trip with friends. Yey! May dagdag na ang pocket money ko! :))
• Went to ‘forever21’ and bought 5 amazing finds at a very cheap price! :D

Well, that’s it. Mejo tinatamad ako magblog or mgreblog man lang these days. I dunno why. haha. Haven’t posted pa nga the pix that I promised to post.lol

Oh xa, sana makasama ako bukas sa farm town. Goodnight! :*

okay. i dont really know how to redirect from my fb account to my tumblr. tsk. the app i found does not really work the way I want it to. brrr. do you know how? anyway, I deactivated my fb account temporarily, so I will know what will the batman do to contact me. kelangan nya na patunayan ang sarili nya. hai.

so I guess mas madalas na ang pagsasama natin ngayon tumblr?haha. but I still have lots of work to do. need to earn at least 10K for our 5 days vacation next month.

kayod! kaya ko to! dapat no absent na for this month sa work. Help me God. o.O

anyway, that’s all for now. i need to make my dtr and accomplishment report for the month of december na para may mgkapera na ako.haha :D

Ciao! :))

Few minutes to go and tahdaaaaa, 2012 is coming! Well, this post is not about the significant events of the world in 2011 since madami ng ngablog about that. This is my tumblr so definitely will make one that is totally a part of my life right?

•  Jan- April - Sinulit ang last days of being a college student. After 16? years of studying, nakagraduate na din sa wakas with a degree of BS in Nursing on April 11!

• April 1- Von Voyage to my Red Nose. He started his 1 yr OJT on April 1 with Singapore as his 1st port.

• With only one sit-in review, decided to enroll in RN International Review Center, where majority of my friends and classmates are there too. ;)
• Celebrated our first anniversary on April alone. Yes, we have a LDR. And sad to say, walang sya signal that day. :( 
• Took the NLE on July 2 & 3, 2011.
• August-Red Nose aka Batman cheated on me. Fling2x lang daw yun. He asked for another chance. After ko narealized na nagkulang din ako so pinagbigyan pa rin ang mokong. Umiyak din kasi xa. Nadala ako dahil love ko syempre.
• Results of the NLE came on August 20, 2011…. I, together with my 9 beautiful girlfriends are now Registered Nurses!
• Got a job in a Rural Health Unit! Just the right work for me- I want to be a Public Health Nurse. No plans of going abroad—-yet.
• Batman haven’t settled the issue regarding the ‘other woman’ yet, as what he promised to. ’Barney and friends’ attacked me. Well, I decided that they should know the truth. Didn’t expect that they’re so scandalous. At least, his family knew about the whole thing. All messages forwarded. Walang labis-walang kulang.
• First time to defend myself.
• Still received calls and texts from Batman. Well, at least ngayon kaya ko na syang tiisin. Narealize ko na if mawala man sya ulit, kaya ko na. Btw his my first.
• Gain almost 5lbs because of review classes [brain needs food you know ;)]. But was able to have my goal weight after the NLE. Thanks to Batman for the gazillion heartaches! It was indeed motivating! ;)  

Well, that’s it! I got a lot of ups and downs this year but hey! Life still goes on, and any moment from now, it’s going to be a brand new year! 

All I can say is, thank you 2011 for making me a much stronger and better person. I will leave all bad memories behind but will always keep in mind the lessons I’ve learned. Bittersweet indeed.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! :))

Nagkausap kami ni Batman. Tumawag ang ‘loko’ kanina. hmpf. Di ko sinagot agad. Pero after ilang miscalls eh pinick ko pa rin ang phone. God, tama ba ang ginawa ko?

He knew na ginawa ko yung ayaw nya, pero yun, ako pa rin ang pinili nya. Though he didn’t knew all the details, he said that its the right time na din. At nagpapasalamat pa ang loko at ako pa ang gumawa ng paraan para masave sya sa sitwasyon na yun. Gago talaga. Could I just give him a lesson first? Hai. Pero mahal ko eh. WAAAAH! Dilemma to me! Should I give him another chance??????! 

Makaloka. 

NapakaBATMAN nuh? Kilay pa lang batman na. Hai.

Part ng convo namin kanina:

Me: Oh, tumawag ka na sa inyo?

Batman: Hindi pa. Ikaw ang una.

Me: Hmpf. Cge na, tawag ka na sa inyo. Nag-aalala na yun sila. Taz tawag ka din dun sa kabit mo, marami ka ipapaliwanag sa kanya.

Batman: Haha. Nagseselos ang mahal ko. Hindi ko na yun tatawagan nuh. Di ko na yun icocontact.

Could someone punch him? But yun na nga. Mahal ko eh. Baka inietchos at sinasabi nya lang na di nya tatawagan para di ako mabad trip. Well, kung nagsisinungaling man sya, kay God sya may kasalanan.

YOU’LL NEVER UNDERSTAND, TILL IT HAPPENS TO YOU. 

I didn’t expect na yun ang magiging reaction nya. Na iiwan nya tlaga yung girl. Kung totoo man yun naaawa ako ng slight sa girl. Slight lang. Kasi she is expecting na nagsisinungaling lang ako, na sa serioso sa kanya si Batman. At pinapangalandakan pa nya sa friends nya. Excited pa nga sya mamalita na magkikita na sila sa wakas this January. Nakakahiya nga namang aminin na nagpakatanga din sya at aminin na may kasalanan sya sa akin. At alam ko ang feeling ng umaasa sa walang kasiguradohan. Bakit slight? Well, sa ginawa nya sa akin, I think nararapat lang yun sa kanya. Sobrang bilis ng karma. Yan ang mga nangyayari sa nang-aagaw ng boyfriend ng may boyfriend. She has no right to blame me since from the start sinabi ko na sa kanya na ako ang gf. And geez, sinagot nya pa rin! Wala atang ibang guy at nang-aagaw na lang. Haha.

Long distance relationship is really hard. You need to be faithful all throughout. Kahit na kumagat na sa temptation yung partner mo dahil sa distance & communication problems, pagnakita mong nagsisisi sya at humihingi ng chance eh kelangan mo tlagang magtimbang2x ng mga bagay-bagay.

Malamang di mo ako maiintindihan if hindi mo pa tu naranasan. Thus, no one has the right to call a person TANGA without his/her own consent. 

Okay, its time to sleep na. Dami pa dapat iprepare for New year’s eve! :))

Tsaka na ako magmumuni2x about him, about us. Dapat stress-free ang pagsalubong ko sa 2012! :))

:)) This is one of my principle in life. And guess what? Few weeks ago, a lady and her friends were bad mouthing about me without even trying to find the truth first. Is that fair? No it’s not. But anyway, even though she’s so hot on me, I still answered and clarified issues in the best way I can so that she can see and understand what I am saying. Without using the words she used since I am raised in a family where words used are always with honesty and respect.

What did I got in return? Well, she just said that “nagmamalinis” ako. Haha. Ganun na pala yun ngayon? Pagsinagot mo nang diretcho at walang paligoy2x eh sasabihan ka na nagmamalinis, sinungaling at gumagawa ng kwento? Imposible na bang may tao talagang sadyang mabait at walang tinatago? I don’t think so. Marami pa naman ata kami na mababait. Inapply ko lang ang prinsipyo ko sa sitwasyon na yun. Kaya natatawa na lang ako sa paninira nya.

Obviously, hindi kami magkalevel kaya di ko maibigay yung gusto nyang away.Enough na yung mga sinabi ko at isang screenshot to defend myself. Wala na akong mgagawa kung mejo lowbat ang neurons nila.  Useless makipagcompetensya sa taong di mo kalevel di ba? Kaya siguro mas siniraan na lang ako to pull me down but girl, attitude pa lang malayo na agwat natin. So sorry, I can’t give you the fight you’re asking for. And I won’t stoop down to your level. When you try to be even a little decent and act like how a professional should, maybe then I can give you a chance. ;)

“To return good for good is human; to return good for evil is divine.”

Di naman ako magmamadre eh. Mabait lang talaga ako kaya ganun na lang ang tiwala na binibigay sa akin ng mga tao. Lalo na ng parents ni Batman na kahit na alam na nila na nasa brink na ako ngpagsuko sa anak nila eh hindi pa rin nagbago ang pakikitungo nila sa akin. Nakakataba ng puso. ;)

Goodness will always win. :))