the INFINITE STAR. ;)

Few minutes to go and tahdaaaaa, 2012 is coming! Well, this post is not about the significant events of the world in 2011 since madami ng ngablog about that. This is my tumblr so definitely will make one that is totally a part of my life right?

•  Jan- April - Sinulit ang last days of being a college student. After 16? years of studying, nakagraduate na din sa wakas with a degree of BS in Nursing on April 11!

• April 1- Von Voyage to my Red Nose. He started his 1 yr OJT on April 1 with Singapore as his 1st port.

• With only one sit-in review, decided to enroll in RN International Review Center, where majority of my friends and classmates are there too. ;)
• Celebrated our first anniversary on April alone. Yes, we have a LDR. And sad to say, walang sya signal that day. :( 
• Took the NLE on July 2 & 3, 2011.
• August-Red Nose aka Batman cheated on me. Fling2x lang daw yun. He asked for another chance. After ko narealized na nagkulang din ako so pinagbigyan pa rin ang mokong. Umiyak din kasi xa. Nadala ako dahil love ko syempre.
• Results of the NLE came on August 20, 2011…. I, together with my 9 beautiful girlfriends are now Registered Nurses!
• Got a job in a Rural Health Unit! Just the right work for me- I want to be a Public Health Nurse. No plans of going abroad—-yet.
• Batman haven’t settled the issue regarding the ‘other woman’ yet, as what he promised to. ’Barney and friends’ attacked me. Well, I decided that they should know the truth. Didn’t expect that they’re so scandalous. At least, his family knew about the whole thing. All messages forwarded. Walang labis-walang kulang.
• First time to defend myself.
• Still received calls and texts from Batman. Well, at least ngayon kaya ko na syang tiisin. Narealize ko na if mawala man sya ulit, kaya ko na. Btw his my first.
• Gain almost 5lbs because of review classes [brain needs food you know ;)]. But was able to have my goal weight after the NLE. Thanks to Batman for the gazillion heartaches! It was indeed motivating! ;)  

Well, that’s it! I got a lot of ups and downs this year but hey! Life still goes on, and any moment from now, it’s going to be a brand new year! 

All I can say is, thank you 2011 for making me a much stronger and better person. I will leave all bad memories behind but will always keep in mind the lessons I’ve learned. Bittersweet indeed.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! :))

hai. imbes na kiligin eh nalulungkot ako. i need to be strong for my own good.

Can’t read? Xnxa, lowtech kc cp ko. But hopefully next year I can have a new one!hihi. Eto nilalaman:

Moo, msta kn?gcing kn?randolf 2.now lng ngkcgnal mlpt kmi capetown.advnce mery xmas hapy new yir mhal.hapy 20th din.dadaan kmi sa my pirata.tgal p mkrating singapore.iloveu moo [nkitxt lng ang mokong]

18/12/2011 05:21:39AM

di ko alam anong ssbhin, d p nya alam n nagyari n ang ayaw nya mangyari. ang ilabas ang totoo. Well, nkadecide na ako. And there is no turning back. Unless he will prove that he deserves the love I have given.

Gusto ko lang ishare.haha.Bilis ng panahon… Sana mas earlier ko pa xa nadiscover pra mas madami pa ako lessons na learn na pwd iapply. But anyway, still thankful dahil kahit papano eh naabutan ko pa ang the ‘infamous’ tumblrarity. ;)

Drained ako ngayon pero I’ll make this post pa rin. Sobrang food & fluid overload ako sa 1st day ng IVT Training namin. Nalimutan kong DIET ako.haha. At gustohin ko man mgmemorize in advance eh parang susuko na mga eyes ko. Kasi naman, sa lahat ng pwd maiwan, ung glasses ko pa, kaya suffer tuloy ang magaganda kong mata.toinks :D

Oh xa sige friends…kitakits na lang sa ating mga dashboard. ;))

one worst feeling in the world is holding your very own emotions. Yung tipong sasabog ka na talaga sa inis/galit na kaya mo ng makipagwrestling in that very moment. Pero kelangan mong pigilan ang sarili mo mismo dahil alam mong masasaktan mo ang isang tao na napakahalaga sayo. Na ayaw mo gumawa ng kahit na anong bagay na ikakasira ng relasyon nyo.

Iniisip ko na lang, mawawala din xa sa buhay namin. Makakahanap din ng solusyon ang kasintahan ko tulad ng sabi nya, sa gulo na nagawa nya. Titiisin ko na lang lahat ng pang-aapi, pagpaparinig at kung ano2x pa na ibabato nila.. Pasasaan ba’t maayos din ang lahat. 

Ipagpapaubaya ko na lang lahat kay God.

sinabi n ngang wag pakialaman ang mga gamit ko, ginawa pa rin! ano b yan! ilang beses n sinabihan! Kahit nman magulo ang mga gamit ko alam ko kung ano ang mga kelangan at hindi! bakit kelangan nyo pa pakialaman?! ish!

BV much.brrrrr

somehow i need to escape from the most manipulative person i have met-yet.